Superwoman

28th march

2009-03-28T19:39:00.001-07:00

Pictures uplaoded !
28th march (:

I'm finally 16 (:

SOMEONE2 SIA

2009-02-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

HEY SOMEONE2, THIS IS SPECIALLY JUST FOR YOU (:
You know , seriously , What is a BESTFRIEND for ?
OBVIOUSLY , We'll be there for each other no matter what happens .
NO , you don't insult my BESTRFIEND by saying that i spoon feed him .
Because that is so not fucking true ! BESTFRIEND never even make use of me before please .
You don't even know anything , & you start assuming everything .
If you were the one being made used of by him , You can't blame me , SUCKER .
Nevertheless, he is a independent person, he does not take money from his mum,
& I respect him because, He works for it , LOSER ! (:
He has NEVER even take a single cent from me before .
Oh, I forgot, do you even understand the meaning of NEVER ?!
Hahahahaha , my gosh, me desperate ?
Seriously, don't sound like you know me damn well.
If i was desperate, I'll be changing my boyfriends like you changing your underwear .
So , HELLO SOMEONE2, WAKE UP ! (:
Stop being a sore loser in my blog .
Cause you're practically making a fool out of yourself, I guess this is the reason why you aren't putting down your real name when you tag eh ?
Hahaha , Cause everyone would be saying you're a fucking loser & you suck, BIG TIME indeed, dickhead (:
Therefore, I suggest, you to go for a brain wash or something, it'll do you good (:
HAHAHAHA, don't even have the balls to say who you are, still dare come comment all this shit.
Seriously serious, I pity you for being made use by my BESTFRIEND; TOMI.
Cause I wasn't even being made used of, unlike you (:
Awhhh , don't be sad that you were being made use of, alright ? :D
HEEHEE , YOU SUCK, YOU REALLY DO :D

perhaps its time ?

2009-02-04T03:50:00.000-08:00

perhaps its time i bid farewell to blogger ?
Hmm i dunno , my very first post for livejournal today .
hahaha , kinda funnnnn :x

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i'm gonna miss bestfriend !

2009-02-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

school is alright for me today .
hmm , its getting boring for me everyday :/
only anisia , yaozu , sarah , jiahui makes me feel happy in school ah .
others all dunno fly go where .
woke up early in the morning , 5am , just to cook breakfast for bestfriend .
Hmm , hotcakes , honey & butter .
Like nahse i tell you . you dunno only ;p
LOL , did community work today , 2 hours .
So that I could meet bestfriend in time .
he dismiss school at 5.15pm .
In the end he came out at 5pm . bloodyhell never tell me :/
Nvm , understandable , cause he got no hp .
Met him outside school bus stop & then accompanied him back
to boys hostel again , took bus to boonlay then to jurongeast then to admiralty .
Wha - ah , like damn far i tell you !
But , nvm , its ok because tmr he's going camp .
Sigh , sadded . like fucked up eh :/
I'm gonna miss bestfriend badly )))):
Ohwell , bestfriend , see ya on friday !
Misses *
I promised yaozu & bryan i'll cook morning breakfast for them .
LOL , i dunno what to cook alrdy ah :/
Fuck , maybe i'm not gonna cook at all .
Cause bestfriend isn't around ! No meaning manzxzxz .
Alrights then , i'm feeling kind of moody right now ,
shall go sleep & not think so much anymore .

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hello february .

2009-02-02T06:33:00.000-08:00

Hello February . Goodbye to January :D

woke up at 7am , late for school ! dad fetch me to school . niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . after school , went basketball court find tomi , passed him the food & then went home (: Bathed , changed & all and then rushed off to find tomi . Hmm , took a cab there , which is school , hahaha . cost me about like $9.60 . its okeh , once in a while ? went park & then took bus to batok , then took bus to jurong's boy hostel . Fetch him backkkkkk . Took a cab to lot 1 , meet eugenetee & leonard . hahaha , cost me about $10.60 , damn nice . spent alot on cab alrdy . Shitttt . Its okeh -.- Hmm , went lot one , walk walked , ate dinner @ KFC . yummy :x all fats , hahah , i like ? :x That was what i told leonard . hahah , was chitchatting & all . Then he left , he went to yewtee cc . Left me and eugene . hmm , we walked around . dunno for what also -.- omg , damn boring i swear ! hahaha , then i took mrt home . He went to his aunt's place for dinner . On the way home , I saw SOMEONE downstairs my block , with this new friend i've made with , call CARMEN (: hahahha , then I went up , took my things , then go down , hahaha , went somewhere to chitchat ! :D we gossiped & all , like damn coooool . hahahha , its about some ppl who are famous in singapore . hahaha , some who are a disgrace to singapore ! :x After slacking & all , went home cause I was wanted by MUM . hahaha , when i reach home , I saw redpackets . was somehow wondering who's red packets does this belong to . Asked my Mum , she said it was red packets Grandma has prepared for all her grandchildrens . Hmm , Dad told me to write down , Grandma's last red packet for me . Wha , damn sad . But its okeh , cause i know she's in heaven (: Heeee . I'm NEVER gonna use it manzxzxzxzx . Alrights then , I shall go pom pom & then base myselfffffffffff . Toodles !

6 months has passed ever since you went in .
when i passed by boys' home , it tempts me to go in .
But i know i can't . Cause i'm nobody to you .
Takecare LLWC , your letters are on the wayyyyyyyy ! (:
Hopefully , see you in another few more months ?
* Cross fingers * (:  I still have hope in you ahhh (:

See you soon , i guess .

2009-02-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

they say , she'll be back in 7 days .
i'm waiting patiently for that day .
for her to come back , its worth everything just to see her again .

RIP grandma .
Everyone misses you , badly .

Grandma's favorite song ;

Rest In peace ,

2009-01-29T22:00:00.000-08:00

Grandma passed away yesterday ,
29th Jan , 6.58am .
I'm glad i was there to go through everything with her .
Thanks Randall , for the accompany .
Randall walked with me to Novena church ,
at 2.30 plus am . Thats really nice of you :x
I'm sorry i made you walk a lot like a fool .
I went to school today , Randall accompanied me to school .
He was with Jie Wei , thanks man (:
I'm gonna be a vegetarian for like 5 days .
Was tempted by meat during recess .
thanks to anisia & yaozu , I overcome the temptation ! (:
I dont think i'm gonna go out .
Oh well , Grandma's wake is for 5 days
I'm sticking there , accompany Grandma for 5 days .
Whoever wanna come just come yeah .
Its at woodlands , ask me for details .
(:

Grandma , rest in peace .
I love you , & yes , i miss you terribly .
Hope you're doing great in heaven .
Thank you for everything you've done for everyone .
We appreciate it .
With loves
Your grand-daughter ; cleomine .

Hang on Grandma .

2009-01-26T08:26:00.000-08:00

Grandma , You’re on my mind,
Because you're somehow ailing,
But your response to any challenge
Has always been unfailing.So I’m confident you’ll win again;
Hang in there, and you’ll see;
You’ll be back on top in no time,
Tackling life courageously.


Get well soon grandma .
imissyou terribly .

Get well soon .

2009-01-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

Everything I do , reminds me of you .

Today's a really sad day for me .
Bcause grandma has been admitted to hospital .
Sudden stroke attacked .
totally wtfuxzxzxz .
No reunion dinner . Fuck everything .
Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital .
Kinda fucked up cause she was shifted to another ward .
From ward A to B to ICU .
Shit, uncle & granpa was pissed off ,
angry , sad & worried .
I understand , but it isnt time for the attitude right ?!

Everyone went in to look at grandma ,
I didnt have the courage to do so .
Bcause I dont wanna see the sight of my
grandma suffering , i fucking love her .
When Dad was explaining to us about what happened
to her & all , Cousins & I fucking cried .
How fucked up can New Year be ?
This is the ever first New Year without reunion dinner .
Sighhh , grandma , get well soon .
I don't wanna see you suffer anymore .

I know if i entered the ICU ,
the moment i see her , I'll break down .
I dont want her to worry or feel guilty that
everyone is worried & crying for her .
I know my grandma . sigh .
Ahma, get well soon .
IMY

The only happy thing today is ,
Mum got me a Christian Dior Eyebrow pencil .
Thanks mum .

Tmr's new year ,
Happy new year in advance .

Bye (U)

Happy Bitrthday Lester Chua & TImothy

2009-01-23T07:24:00.000-08:00

This is the last picture of the day ,
The first picture of the day is way down !
The day started with the New Year Celebration (:
After all , today is a camwhore day :D
Super whooper fun , fun , fun ! :D
Enjoy :D

(After the party )

Jurrel with lighting effects .

alex & anisia

random

lester chua

anisia & lester (:

jurrel's candid .

leonard's candid with lighting effects .

he's acting cute (:

Micheal Jackson wanna-be

( End of the cake session )
Lester's 17th Birthday Burger :D

he was trying his best to bite the burger .

he has a big mouth ! :D

focus - the burger :D

messy !

somehow , he was forced to . LOL

nobody made him messy , he himself make himself messy .
LOL . good idea . hahaha .

cut the cake !

blow the candles .

make a wish

birthday song

that happy faceee !

he's basically tempting Maxi .

"L" 's favorite pose .

tempted face of Lester . hahaha.

HUNGRY ,

Its bigger than Big MAC .

A surprise cake for him .

Acting cool , acting fit

sweet couples .

leonard trying to be funneh .

leonard thinks he looks cute there .

obscene

I was afraid & disgusted , thats why i hide .
LOL !!!

Altogether (:

couples with lester .
one big family (:

They saw a pretty girl, Anisia .
& they went like OMG ,
& some of them pointed at her & everyone stared at her .
She was happy & proud (:
Hahahaha .

All act cute , especially leonard .

Formal picture !

Poor thing (:

Sweet , altogether (:

(Start of the party)
Me with the Birthday Boy ! :D

Me with them !

Anisia with them !

They step one fierce . LOL

illegal gathering :x

Before the party started , anisia , ziqun
& I went to meet Thomas & co .

CATCAT & ME :D

Catcat , anisia & Me

tastes nice , LOL

bridge

I present you ; CATCAT (:

Its me & you , 4 years & counting :D

Benjamin's borther behind me !

Focus , US :D

I tried on Anisia's high waist pant ,
Yes i know , i look hot .
hahahhaha ! :x

Anisia & Maxi !

(During School)
Hello Eugene (:

PST ! Focus ! The ball ! :D

(Camwhoring @ the school field)
My pictures are taken by anisia .
& anisia's pictures are taken by me .
Obviously , my skills are better :D
Hahahahah !

I look spastic , but wait , spatic is whooper cool (:

It was like i scored a goal ! :D

You can tell , i'm happy (:

Anisia anisia anisia !

WTFZXZXZX ?

I present you , EUGENE , future ! :D
muahahha . This picture is really nicee (:

eugene eugene !

He found a ball & was proud of it (:

He spotted something that could entertain him .

( During our community work ! )
Fun fun fun :D

Anisia became emotional ,

We went to the boys toilet to camwhore
because the aunty was cleaning the girls toilet .
LMAO .

Eh , i like this :x
LOL

Camwhoring with Eugene, Future :D
credits to angel (:

Happy Chinese New Year to all (:
From Anisia & Me to All of you out there :D
Hahahah .

Awh fuck , candid .

HAHAHA , LJB , I LIKE :D

" She ain't heavy , She's my Future (: "
Sweet right , hahahha .

He feels super honoured :D

Hahaha , see , all of them cleaning , i slacking (:

(After chinese New Year Celebration)
Look at Rayhan , hahah , fucking cute .
Focus him ! :D

Oops , eugene caught me snapping him :x

RAYHAN :D

Focus on ELISA ! :D
all cam shy except for elisa . hahah .

SEE HER FACE ! LOL

Mr Yew & Mr Chua .

The difference is , the height (:

(After the new year performance @ the hall)
& YES , Happy Birthday Timothy Low ! :D

Leonard & Timothy

Anisia , Ms Pek & Ziqun .

Anisia , Leonard , Benjamin & Ms Pek .

We sneak out to camwhore during the performance .

Anisia forced Eugene .
HAHAHA , look at her hands !

(At class !)
I'm crazy over him -.-
Cause he's stressing me .

He comes to school to Lepak ,

LOOK AT ZIQUN'S FACE !

Sarah Soon ! :D

HELL LOVE :D

CAMWHORE with ZIQUN :D
Hahah , we have all the LJB you want :D

Ziqun is torturing me ):

Camwhore with SARAH :D

UNGLAM ZIQUN !

Look @ her & Mrs Tan . LOL

Chhay

erm ?

So nice of them , help to decorate .
LOL

I'm Yours :D

Hariq & Benjamin

Yes , Jiahui & Celia .
Our decoration is NEWSPAPER :x

Shuxin is so ready for picture (:

SARAHHHHHHH

Nisa & azrema .

Sherilyn

HAHAHA

Gotcha

cam shy

Look how happy she is .

care tutor & form teacher .

Nara

Donovan !

ME :D

(start of the day)

& yes , alot of pictures (:
& I'm lovin' my Cam , more & more :D
Afterall , i enjoys my day (:
Very much , thanks anisia dummy for the day (:
4 years & counting babe .

You Mean The World To Me .
& I'm the hottest topic .
Muahahaha .

Happy 17th Birthday , LLWC .

2009-01-22T05:07:00.000-08:00

( This are pictures I have of him because
he doesn't camwhore . He hates it . )
Happy 17th Birthday Leon Lee Wei Chang .
Although you're in Boys' Home ,
no matter what , i still hope you'll cherish
& enjoy every moment & minute of your 17 years old life .
I guess its time you stop repeating history , again & again .
It isn't worth it at all , not even by a bit .
Its time you repent yourself , this is the last chance you have
in your youth , please , cherish life .
2 years in boys home , I really hope you'll change .
Come out quick , because I really do miss you .
XOXO;
22nd January 2009

I've just finish watching "Bride Wars" ,
Its a really meaningful movie , its about
Two best friends became rivals when they scheduled their respective weddings on the same day.
Its really meaningful , you guys should go catch it (:
I rate it 9/10 (:

School was alright for me , can say I enjoyed school today .
There weren't troubles , no problems at all (:
Study study study ! :D
Hahaha , after school , did community work ,
It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be you know :D
Hahaha , load full of craps & laughter .
Really enjoyable :D
We watched some of the boys' town boys ,
rehearsing for their lion dance practice for tmr's
new year celebration . They were AWESOME :D
While they were rehearsing , it somehow reminded me of
Leon lee wei chang again , because the first time i saw him
in AES was the day we had to break record for the piggyback thing .
I saw him , he was in the boys' town lion dance team .
Still looking hot although he just came out from remand .
Hahaha , great memories man .

Really hope he'll turn over a new leaf .
His mum has been asking me to encourage him more .
& thats what I've been doing while I was writing letters to him .
Ahhhh , sweet precious memories eh .
Especially those pictures , really memorable .
Those times we've spent together , the tears we shed together .
& Everything , it was so beautiful then .

But somehow , everything came to an end .
Sigh , Leon , you take good care alright .
I really miss you terribly .
Quickly come out , i wanna be the first girl you see
when you have your FIRST home leave .

I'm going school tmr (:
withloves .

Toodles (L)

Whazzup@old school

2009-01-21T04:18:00.000-08:00

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start

Tell me what you're trying to tell me ,
i don't wanna think nor assume too much .
I believe that , whats meant to be mine will eventually be .

Alright , school was alright for me at first *
But while I was having my English Test .
Awh , fuck .
Was wanted by Mr . Johnson .
Due to the issue yesterday , which was totally ridiculous for me !
Wasted my whole morning waiting for principle to come .
until afternoon , seriously , damn lame i swear .
Almost got suspended , that was the lamest part of all !
fuck Hilary okehhhhhhh , seriously , serious !

Explained to Principle what's the reason he shouldn't
suspend me and all , tears just flow out unknowingly .
seriously , i'm getting more emotional this few days .
i know the reason why , its okeh , at least i'm feeling it .
hmm , principle dont even know the drastic change in me !
fucker , motherfucker
Just go kick the bucket alright , totally pissed off by you .
Anisia broke down too , its was partially because of the basketball thing .
& she was innocent in the accident too , totally man .

Cased close , and everyone was given a punishment by
doing community work for 10hours .
Oh , fuckit , its way better than me getting suspended for NOTHING .
Ahahaha , felt contented & pleased .
Went to find Sarah at the dance room after everything .
We went to beauty world together :D
she finally got her LV fisherman bucket bag !
Ohfuckit , i want one too ! ):
Luckylucky her , hahah , i didnt felt so bad afterall .
hahaha , i came home , mum passed me the chanel foundation ! :D
superb , but she has conditions in it , cannot spoil it :x
hahaha , thats like damn obvious !

I'm so gonna treasure it like a gold , like a gem ,
like how i treasure TSF ! :D
I trust you , you aren't that dumb anyway .
Loves .

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I want to spend nights like this,
bombastic and feisty!
Don't you?

Toodles loves .

Change -

2009-01-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

You're nothing special .

Lessons are boring .
But everything was fine (:
Went for the debate talk at 2.30pm .
It was really interesting .

thanks for the laughter .
thanks for trying to cheer me up .
I really appreciate it .

Anxiety is love's greatest killer.
It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you.
You want to save him,
but you know he will strangle you with his panic.

Goodbye .

Regrets .

2009-01-19T08:15:00.000-08:00

Everything's just so fucking wrong .
All i can do now is just regret & apologies .

I'm sorry i'm such a fucked up person .
I'm sorry i made everyone pissed off & fall out .
This is the reason why i'm avoiding everything .
I didnt even intend to go town today .
I swear .

Forget about it .
i'mafuckedupbitch .
I'm sorry i made everything complicated .
Call me whatever you want , i deserve it eh .
thanksamillion .

& I guess i've got all the answers i've been looking for .
- Define love : Fucked up .
- Such is life , cause life's screwed up & fucked up .
Yes , i know , only for me .

bye .

Alfred Tong .

2009-01-18T07:36:00.000-08:00

Pictures pictures !
My mood for today is really fucked up alright .
Fucking complicated & all .
Happy 18th birthday Derrick .

I'm meeting SARAH tmr , Town it will be .
See you love (:
(L)

- End of post for 18th Jan '09 -

& Its because of whatever you said makes my heart melt .
I didnt know I mean so much to you , seriously .
Thanks you for everything .
I've been really fucked up ):
Sorry

I was with my blue crocs and glasses,
Thats because i headed town straight after my classes.
I caught the movie, seven pounds,
And it turned out to be meaningless.

I heard that she was waiting downstairs,
So I sprinted down after the movie,
Without waiting for the rest.

When i first saw her,
I was very stressed.
Thats because i wasnt at my best.

We started introducing and we exchanged handshakes.
Soon i realised that shes very special,
And its the feeling that i never had before.
That made me wanting to know her more.

She said my crocs was ugly and funny.
And it was for people like old granny,
Who goes to the wet market, not slippery.
Adding on, she told me its the reason why escalator crashes.
Adjusting my glasses, i have left with many guesses.

She told me to check her out on friendster.
As i was leaving with my friends,
I asked them to be faster.

The first thing i did when i reached my friend's house,
Was to add her on friendster.
Each time getting happier and happier,
When i think about her and her laughter.

Not long i had a crush on her,
And i dont know if its real.
I had a mixture of feelings about her.

Sometimes i hate the feeling of being jealous.
So i tried to stay calm and not to be anxious.
But the fond was too serious, which i can do nothing about it.
That made me feel so useless.

I really hope that one day she will be mine.
But till now, i cant figure out whats in her mind.
I will put in the best which everything i do,
To prove that how much, I love you.

Fuck school .

2009-01-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

School totally sucks for me now .
Especially with the attire & everything .
Fucking strict now , like wtf , seriously !
Thanks to the new Vice principal .
More like a loser to me , _l_

Thanks dad for being there by my side to help me .
Thanks for that hug (:
iloveyou daddy .

Alright , i'm heading towards town later .
Meeting up with SARAH ! :D
Miss her like !@#$% man .

Hmm , feelings really really moody you know .
I dunno why , I just cant seem to vent my anger .
If it was the past me , i'll be spitting at her face .
But now i'm like hopelessly weak !
I guess , i really did change in my attitude .
Sighhh , nevermind , i shall just go enjoy myself now .
& cheer myself up ! (:

Toodles .

Take it from the tip .

2009-01-14T03:51:00.000-08:00

PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES ! :D

Alright , i'm like kinda lazy to blog you know :/
Alright , shall just cut short EVERYTHING alright .
Hahahah .
Yesterday , 13th Jan ,
went to cine , met up with sarah , ooi & heng .
then alfred came along .
ate and all then they wanna go home alrdy .
Fendi called sarah & i to go down haji lane find him & his clique .
Then we took a long time to find our way there
cause that stupid cab driver somehow , don't regconise the street .
Bloody hell , totally ridiculous man !

Walked rounds and rounds , shoes were hurting me ):
Painful man ! ):
Finally reached our destination !
& then we saw them , they were sheesha-ing
& one by one ordering mushroom soup .
hahaha , sarah and i waited for shixiong .
Hmm , like boring eh :x
skip skip skip skip skip skip !!!

Bade farewell & went home with sarah & marrcus .
Hmm , accompanied sarah to wait for her CAB .
like damn long , somemore no cab sia .
It was damn Irritating .
It was like gonna be 11 soon ,
& i know mum is like so gonna fuck me upside down !
Its not holiday anymore !
Its school life alrdy ! goodness gracious ):
I miss the holiday lifeeeee ! :D
Hahahaha , marrcus & I took a train back together .
Listened music , talked about his stupid swelling lips .
HAHAHAHAHA ,
& of course , he alighted @ Yishun ,
bade farewell & then solo to Admiralty !

Rushed home suffering in pain with my shoes !
It bleed okehhh , my god .
Went home , kana nag by my mama & papa .
Like NAHSE only lahhhhhhh .
Bloody hell , damn NAHSE ahhhh !
Pasted like 6 plasters altgt :x
Hahahaha , like 3 each leg .
PAIN PAIN WORZXZXZXZXZX ! ))))':

Okeh , about sch ,
TODAY , 14th Jan .
Skip all the boring parts .
The only intresting part in school is ENG lesson .
It was Debating time !
Yes , Was forced to debate by Miss tiu ! ):

Topic : Does the society have the rights to sentence someone to death ?
TEAM A , IS YES , members : Jiahui , cleomine , mazliana & donovan .
( Obvious enough , its my team :x )
TEAM B , IS NO , members : Sarah , natalie , sherilyn & jachintha .

Debated & all , best speaker , donovan , fuck power man !
RESPECTS ! (:
Hahahahaa , then someone in TEAM B , show attitude & all .
Just because TEAM A win :D
Hahahah , seriously , its damn unexpected man .
you know , hahaha .
I have to admit , i almost felt like jab jab double jabbing someone ! :x
& thats the girl manzxzx , its only a debate thing eh .
& then she take it like fucking serious ,
the way she talk & all , my goodness .
I think you guys couldnt even tolerate it !
Her facial expression , TURN OFF + become PISSED OFF !
My goodness , the most ridiculous part is ,
we got our questions & answers just by thinking it on the spot .
Without preparations & nothing ! :D

The Team B , they put in like super much efforts in it .
Especially that girl .
my goodness , seriously , she gotta chill sometimes yo .
they got all their answers & questions from the INTERNET .
NAHSE RIGHT ?!
Admit it , Team A have won with 16 votes .
Team B , 4 votes .
I'm very proud of Donovan .
He said this sentence which comes from the bible that
really shocked me .

"God forgives your sins , but you'll be punished . "

I guess Boys town really gave you knowledge eh ? hahaha !
Nice one (:
Went home at 5 plusplus , waste my timeeeeeee .
Went to jome & then based myself .
Now , down here blogging ! :D

The pictures damn cool :D
(L)

ocean waves
wash my soul
cleanse me of your smile

and the memory of
ten fingers
entwined forever
in a hopeless wish

Is everything alright ? I'm losing my mind .

2009-01-11T02:38:00.001-08:00

My New VANS :D

thanks MUM , LOVEYOU :D

11Jan'09

Pictures with BOONCHEW ! :D
@ Cine , 10Jan'09

FAVOURITE :D
HAHAHAHA , KISSKISS FACE !

Yesterday was alright for me ,
went to cine's chamber to watch Kongfu Panda .
FUCK FUNNY !!!
Hahaha , recommanded by JUDYYY ! :D
Hahahaha , too bad , Sarah wasnt with us .
She missed it out :/
hmm , After movie , went home by Uncle Wong's :D
When were inside the van , theres this song playing
on 98.7fm , then I told Jeremyooi , the next song is so gonna
be Unbeautiful , then he was like , err , ya .
So , JUST SO Perfectly , the next song was UNBEAUTIFUL !
OMG MANZXZXZX .
I was like shouting , omg i told you right i told you right ! :x
Super paiseh manxzxzx . hahaha .
Jeremyooi went like omg . hahahaha , fuck funneh .

Reached home , Didnt expect the unexpected manzxzx ! :x
Hahahha , BOONCHEW disturb only sia !
Ahya , ytd was fun manzxzx !

Today , SUNDAY !
Church day man , got cat class ):
Hmm , was rather late cause was lazy-ing around bed :x
reached church , went straight to find johnathan .
ahhh , (:
Attended mass with benedict , hilary , dawn , timothy .
Timothy and I were busy talking . Oops :x
Told him birthday is coming really soon ,

28thMARCH

Really hope / wish for a SWEET 16 ):

Sighhh , forget abt it .
Hmm , After mass , went to Queensway (:
& Finally bought a shoe !
& Its fucking VANS !
Yes , dad did made alot alot alot of noise .
He kepy asking me to buy either nike / adidas / puma .
Dont buy vans , vans lousy .
Then we started argue-ing and all .
Fuck fuck-ed up I swear .
But after that he dont care me alrdy , thats GREAT !
Thanks mum for supporting me (:
I wanna buy something I like okkkkkkk .

I settled down at the Limited Edition shop .
Was damn hard to find for my size .
My size was 4 , but they have 5 and above .
Smallest was 5 , so i no choice , just go along with it .
Heeheehee , finally got my vans , & its like the picture one .
Haha , i like the colours , very colourful (:

After shopping , went off to woodgrove ,
Ate and bought grocerries .
& then went home , finally .
hahaha , sch's tmr man !
Fuck , fuck lazy eh ):

& Oh yah , Tmr 'O' Levels result out eh .
All the best eh ! (:

Theres HSA counselling tmr , super sianzxzx !
Nvm , its the last session ! :D
Finally ! SWEET JESUS !
hahaha , Seriously , i'm damn bored now ,
rotting at home , i shall go find something to do (:
Toodles all :D

I'm losing my mind . . .

Her head hung low,
her heart beat fast.
But when he walked out of the room,
She raised her head high.
Maybe she'll get over him,
Maybe she wont cry.

It's been a long time now,
People say she should move on,
But she just can't get over him.

They talk about the time,
When they shared all that love,
But nobody understands,
Why she's still in love.

She falls to the ground,
And try's to get back up,
But the fear keeps pushing her down.
Will she ever escape the memory of his love?

Her wings are torn and tattered,
Her halo slipping low.
But they say one day she will rise again,
As only the Fallen Angel can.

Driving myself insane - martin kember

2009-01-10T00:32:00.000-08:00

Hardest thing about this confession.
Is it just my doing what we had.
I don't want to lose what we got.
But it's a chance I'll have to take.
Don't want to spend my whole life wondering what it feels like.
Being there beside you and kissing on you all night.
See I've been making a mistake.

Cause no words can describe.
How it leaves me empty inside.
All I want is you.

Facing you , Facing love .

2009-01-07T06:44:00.000-08:00

Alfred ! (:
Nicholas ! (:

Alfred ! (:

Nicholas ! (:

Alfred & Cherry

Alfred & Chery

Alfred & Cherry

Alfred :)

Jeremyooi (:
Withloves ! (:
lazy to blogggg !
school sucks today .
Big time , I swear ,

Erm now currently on the com ,
webcammed with
Jeremyooi , Alfred & Nicholas .
Hahah . Fucking cute I swear .
One show off his mucles .
One show off his dog ! :x
One dont wan show his face -.-
Lol , I going NP tommorow !
shixiong ! see you tmr !
Loveyoumanzxzxz ! :D

Live your life .

2009-01-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

ALFRED ALFRED ALFRED ALFRED ALFRED .

Today was 2nd day of school eh (:
School was alright , like how it used to be .
Just that I'm still not use to where my current class is .
Cause went today during PSE lesson , I went to take yellow form
for an early dismiss for my HSA counseling session at Woodland's polyclinic .
It starts at 2pm , therefore , I can't be late !
When I took the yellow form from the general office ,
I rushed straight back to class , so i can get back to my seat
and let my arse rest ! Felt super weak , thats all .
So I had to like climb up all the stairs which is like damn fuck-ed up :x
Then I forgot which level my class is , so I like went all the way to the 5th storey .
& nice , I went inside the Sec 5's class .
Like seriously , WTF manzxzx , i didnt even bother to check ! :x
My face was totally on the floor man ):
I quickly U-turned & climb down the stairs , go back to my class .
Fuck man , wasted my energy plus threw my face on the floor !
God , damn it man ):
But ahya , i just fuck care ah :x
LOL , went back to class , filled in the yellow form , passed to Mrs Tan
& then went back to my seat , ahhh , finally man (:
Haha , was text-ing Lim Sheng & Alfred (:

English lesson wasn't that bad today , kinda bored somehow .
Just that I've learnt new vocabularys ! :D
Hahaha . Getting smarter & smarter already okeh ,
took down notes , didnt even slack today .
Bell rang at 12pm .
I took my bag & headed to the general office ,
signed it & then took 963 back to woodlands int .
Then took 912 home (:

Was somehow rushing for time and all ah .
Was busy choosing clothes , dunno what to wear man :/
Then finally made up my mind on what to wear ,
make-up & all , took a cab down to woodlands polyclinic .
Had counseling session until 3.10pm .
Did my payment & then went off to Marsling MRT station .
Took a train all the way to Somerset .
Was on my way to meet Jeremyooi & co .

Reached there , saw jeremyooi & jeremyheng play guitar heroes .
Like seriously , damn hilarious ! :x
Hahaha , when times up , we waited for Alfred to come .
Came & all then went down to Jome .
Jome-ed & went to Taka !

Jo & Judy came (:
Then walked around taka , ate at Macs .
Walked around , went to far east .
Walked around & settled down at the stonetables outside KFC .
Chit chatted , listen to song , sang & took pictures there (:
Haha , Managed to take 2 pictures with Alfred ((:
Better than nothing eh , hahaha .
Left around 9.50pm / 10pm like that .
Hugged everyone & bid farewell ,
Was half way to the Mrt station alrdy then Alfred text me ,
He offered to sent me home , hah , but i dont think theres a need ya .
Dont wanna trouble him & all yeah .
Hahah , give & take only (:

Reached home , bathed & all , & here I am blogging :D
Hahaha , it's not early already , guess i should like blog till here .
& then go sleep or smth , if i can ah .
I know , the night is still young . hahaha .
Alright then , no plans for tmr !
Hope I can rest or smth tmr ? haha .
Nights all , sweetdreams (:
Anything text me yeah :D

I don't need anyone to take advantage
of my weaknesses or my strengths,
I need someone who will appreciate
me for everything that I am.

Shop till you drop !

2009-01-04T03:41:00.001-08:00

Would you be my angel , to have and to hold?
Would you be my rose , to cherish more than gold?
I love you so much. I wish you were mine, but all I can do is wait till that time.

Today is Sunday , its supposed to be Family Day eh .
But , Dad had to work today , so yeah , me & mum
went to church ourselves . Hmm , lets see , church as usual .
Was boring , or lets say , super boring ! :x
Almost dozed off man ! Shit :x

After mass , went to far east with Momma (:
Went to shop for Chinese New Year's clothes .
Spent almost $200 of her money in a single day in Far East :x
They look just like the pic today , those are the clothes i bought for
today , some arent in the picture :x
hahaha , after shopping , Ate Pastamania , (:
Shiokshiok (:

Shit man , there's this bag that caught my eyes .
& its like designed by the boss in that shop ,
I seriously think its special man , felt like getting it .
But mum thinks I'm crazy :/
Shit man :x
Nevermind , next time ! ):

Hmm , went home after that ,
havent bought my shoes ! ):
I'm eyeing for a
hat , vans shoe , heels , clutch , handbag , shawl , that bag !
Yesyes , i believe i'll get them sooner or later k ! :x
LOL , yes , sooner or later .

hahaha , alright then i shall blog till here ,
i'm super bored and theres nothing i can do at home anyway .
Ohwell , shall prepare for school , TMR (:
& Yes , tmr i shall go get my 2 phones back !
& then , I hope i'll not get sent home again ,
& finally , hope I can concentrate & STUDY ! :D
I wanna be a good girl okehhhhh ! (:

Pst , I love Alfred (:

I wish I could be your tear drops,
for what more could anyone ask for then to be conceived in your heart,
born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

First Day of Sch .

2009-01-03T00:47:00.000-08:00

Pitures taken YESTERDAY , 2nd Jan '09

Sarah & Me (:

Jeremyooi & Me

Me & Sarah !

I (L) this picture ! (:

31st DEC 2008 @ Cine

First day of school , was bad for me .

As I got sent home !

Cause of my fringe , theres colour because I reborn-ed it .

Then chemical reactions , with the results of brownish / gold .

Shagged . Went home with Anisia .

She cabbed to her place , then from there i took a train back home .

Reached home , slept all the way :x

Then came out @ 5 plus .

Met Sarah @ Far east .

Saw Alfred & Denz .

Then We headed to Cine after that .

Met up with Jeremyooi & his clique .

Super cool (: We took plenty of pictures .

But their not ready yet ;p

They went to catch a movie & all ,

me & sarah rotted there until thier movie ended .

Hmm , lets say , sarah & carol drank .

Seriously , jokes over man .

Carol was some sought of drunkkkkk !

Damn funneh ah , then sarah like high high like that .

After that carol & bf decided to go home first .

Alright , after that we stayed outside long john .

until 2.30 plus plus .

waited for uncle wong yeah , he fetched us back home .

thanks jeremyooi ! :D (L)

Ohhh yaa , made quite alot of new friends eh . Hahaha .

" Hi ! My name is Tanya kicks Asses .

Check me out in friendster , (: "

Super duper cool I swear , whahaha .

Yesterday's day was alright for me ah , (:

I (L) Alfred this muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

times 10billion baby ! :DDDDD

Hahahahha , fine , i love everyone okeh (:

Especially Sarah (:

Shall blogged till here than !

Bye you (:

Everything shall start afresh , right from the beginning , again.
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I seriously don’t know where I stand anymore .
I don’t know what you want from me or if you care at all ,
Your words lash out and hurt then lovingly draw me in .
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me what it is you want cause
I can’t read minds , I don’t know where I stand !
Are you pushing me away or are you going to finally let me in ?
I'm sick of every way that you're treating me , why is it that
we're always on and off ? Can't we just settle for once ?
Forget about it , perhaps I'm just a substitute to you , or maybe you aren't ready at all .
i hate this part right here , right now .
because i have to let you go & forget everything we've been through .
those pictures , those messages , those times we've spent together ,
& everything , guess they're just meant to be memories .
then memories it shall be .
thanksforeverything (L)

Happy New Year , (L)

2009-01-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

Thats Dolby (:

Wish he was mine man :/

29th X- RATED2 @ StJAMESPOWERHOUSE .

The ever last event for 2008 .

Hey (:

Happy New Year all .

Hope you guys enjoyed your New Year countdown (:

its like super fast , in a blink of an eye ,

its 2009 already . my goodness .

Yesterday went to watch fireworks at marina squqare .

Somehow didnt regretted watching it , it was fantastic .

Didnt manage to take pictures of it as my phone died on me .

Like , super fuck-ed up ):

End of the fireworks , we were stuck there .

Totally pissed off I swear , Sarah & I jump across the railings .

& we ran across the road , w/o giving a da,mn abt the traiffic police .

LOL , we were like fucking laughing like MADDDDDDD :x

It was seriously fun , fun , fun !

We squeezed through the crowds .

fucking smelly especially those banglas .

irritating too , they kept blocking the way .

Shitholemanzxzxz .

We manage to like hop into a cab ,

Like , FINALLY ! (:

We cabbed to Cathay ,

met Denz , Dandy , Alfred , Wesley & Eileen .

Wanted to get a cuppucino from starbucks , but the queue is seriously omg .

So we both forget abt it & then continued searching for them as

my phone died , & the network jammed .

As everyone is sending newyear messages .

Finally managed to find them ,

chit chatted & then they went off .

Left with me & Sarah ,

We Both chit chatted till we were like bored .

Super bored , felt as though we were rotting alrdy .

We decided to walk to Cine .

Walked all the way & then Cine's crowd was totally different .

Therefore we went all the way to long john there .

Smoking are , sat there , chit chatted & jome-ed .

End of conversation , really bored .

Dying already , we took a cab back home .

Home Sweet Home (:

Its 3.35pm & Jeremyooi is pestering me to go

Sentosa to find him & his friends . Like omg , wth .

Habourfront , I'll die , I'm not left with much energy man .

Seriously serious serious :/

Next time alright ? ((((:

CHEERS .

P.S / I humbly do beseech of your pardon,

For too much loving you

ST JAMES POWERHOUSE .

2008-12-28T11:21:00.000-08:00

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LIKE SERIOUSLY , DONT FUCKING MISS THIS .
OR ELSE YOU'VE TO WAIT FOR 4 MONTHS MAN !
SO WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR ?!
GET YOUR TICKETS FROM ME !!! :DDDDDDDDDD
(L)(L)(L)

Pictures of YOU , Pictures of ME .

2008-12-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

Zara's Men Top :D

Woohooooo man . Super niceee .

So AMP :D

Friendster's Display Pic .

Looks like face cramp , but cool :D

LOL LOL LOL !

I (L) this :D

Randall's candid shots :D

Merry Christmas (L)

2008-12-24T22:20:00.000-08:00

Hey all , Merry Christmas (L)

Yesterday's party at Portpourri was alright la .

Just that it was super hot .

my goodness , even the wall was sweating .

YES , the WALL . can you imagine that ?

Like wth right ? HA .

SOLO's party didnt flop , congrats :D

& of course congrats to his butt .

getting better rightttttt , hahs .

Tickets were selling HOT yesterday .

But i decided to stop at 10 , as there isnt any tickets left ,

sad eh , my god . LOL :x

Enjoyed disiao-ing sixiong :D

Fucking funny & lame I swear :x

Omg cannn :x

LOL LOL LOL .

Yesterday at the dancefloor .

Checkered boy ! omg .

something went wrong .

I finally manage to communicate with him

then he told me it wasnt referring to me , it was another girl .

Oh myyyyyy, i'm like super happy can .

GOOD , its not me ! :D

I dunno what has got into me seriously .

I think only the clique knows what happend .

attract the wrong group alrdyyyyyy ,

my goodness . change group pleasee ! ):

the day before ytd , i went out with zerbel & eddie .

then we both went to find sufen .

after that was like , zerbel , sandra and me went

to sufen's place to stay over . like fun ah :x

LOL , then yesterday after sandra went to work ,

left me zerbel and sufen .

then we had like alot of topics to talk about ah ,

like , FUN :D

Hah , really . Then they helped me do a makeover man.

Zerbel with the makeup & sufen with the hairstyle .

Its like i look just like sufen ah -.-

LOL . alot ppl cant even recognise me can :D

& i asked them before or after nicer , then they were

like saying after nicer , some say beofre nicer .

Hahs , thankthanks .

I know what to wear for the 30th if got event .

I wanna go find that skirt which i wore to zouk that time .

I know its like carpet or towel , but its special .

WOOHOO :D

After everything I took cab with fan , randall .

fan paid 10 , randall 7 , me like 1.20 only .

Hahs , thanks alot :DDDDDDDD

ohwell , i got like no plans now at all .

its christmas , i got no presents too ):

SADDED MAN ! D:

Nvm nvm , its okehhh , lol .

Pictures shall uplaod soon .

OHYAH , forgot ,

before the club , zerbel , sufen and me went to cine .

YES ITS CINE .

Then we went to take neoprints :x

Omg right ?! LOL !

Miss those neoprint trends .

Hah , i kept them all inside my wallet :D

If theres a chance , i'll uplaod it in my blog alrights ;D

Bye all , & , enjoy your christmas alrights :D

CHEERS ! (L)

ZOUKKKKKKKK !!! (L)

2008-12-23T02:02:00.000-08:00

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9851 8849

Omg , Zouk was super fun yesterday ! :D

Didnt regretted going .

Although I have to pay for the tickets ,

but i still think it was worth it :D

Whoohoo ! :D

Went in around 12am like that ,

due to tickets sale .

I sold like 28 tickets .

WOOHOO :DDDD

Super happy can , the rebate wasn't that bad for me .

& WHOOO , Enjoy siol .

Eddie was like super high yesterday .

My goodness :x

Hmm , tecktonik !!!

Tmr's event , you guys better go & get your tickets from meeeee !

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I swear I was like dancing like nobody cares ,

nobody's looking , just dancing like maddddddd ! :D

The last song was damn good man !

LOW ! A song to end the clubbbbb .

WOOHOO !!! (L)

After club waited for 1st bus/train .

Then was with claire , laobu , bear , corrine & eddie .

corrine was like busy reading her book -.-

& YES , we took pictures tgt ! :D

Omg , & then funny thing was a group of malays

asked me over & then they were like complimenting me :D

So happy can :x

LOL ! & anyway , yesterday's outfit of mine was super weird .

But super easy to spot me :D

Cause i'm like the only one wearing thattttt ! :D

Shiokshiok ;p

I really enjoyed myself ytd man .

Its the first event I didnt went out at all :x

LOL , was really shocked eh .

Hah , yesterdays event , I rate 9.5/10 yo ! :D

Hopefully tmr's event will be like ZOUK :D

anyway ,

Happy 18th Birthday JUNHAO :D

Going town later on , meeting KAIKAI & otherssssssss .

7pm like that :D

SEE YOU :D

Nightlifeeeee .

2008-12-22T00:08:00.000-08:00

When Boredom strikes , Camwhoring begins .

21st December '08

Ton-ed @ Bedok , Alpha's block downstairs ,

near the delicious 24hrs Prata shoppp .

Yiling & I ,

On the way to Bedok , inside Bus 168 .

From Woodlands all the way to Bedok interchange .

Was bored :x

she looks super white can , omg -.-

macham ghostttt :x

I've made up my mind ,

& that is to , forget you .

I'm sorry ...

Camwhoring session with Alpha wasnt that bad :x

LOL , its was kinda fun & hilarious though .

He was like disturbing me & all .

Laughing at my fringe , & me laughing at his Peacock hair .

LOL , guys hair thickthick then hot what , dumb .

thinthin macham gayyyyy bodohhhh .

Lol . Was seating down , enjoying the breeze ,

jome-ing & then suddenly , one retard come scaring me

from behind & that like made me scream .

Dunno how many months never scream alrdy can ?

omg , super emberressing laaaaa ,

then that stupid Alpha over there laughlaugh .

Bloody hell , Thanks ah Yiling , thanks alot ! ):

After a few mintues , Wenhui called me .

He said he reached already .

Hmm , therefore I guess I should leave .

Alpha gave one face & then left :/

Yiling accompanied me to the carpark .

Hmm , she helped me wear the helmet .

Lol , so paiseh man , i dunno how to wear or take it off .

Sorrryyyyyy :x

Sat on his bike & then went Pasir ris alrdy .

Promised Yiling I'll be back as soon as possible :x

Reached there , saw Barry .

Wenhui's gf , another girl , 6 guys .

Like wth , nice wenhui gor bring me here for what -.-

Jokes over man , but somehow in the end I managed to

communicate with those girls .

thats a good thing i guess .

Lols . Oh well , after that some girl wanted my number .

She wants to ask somthing personal :/

Obviuosly , i knw who it was about .

We sms-ed & she was asking me lots of questions .

I dont find it hard to reply actually .

Cause everything that i've replied comes out

from the bottom of my heart yeah .

I dont wanna hurt her , neither see her sad or cry.

Seriously , i feel damn bad .

I dunno why , Yiling has been asking me

not to care about her and just listen to my heart .

But i'm sorry yiling .

I guess after what Wenhui & Yiling told me .

I've finally made up my mind and everything .

& thats by losing him , although i knw i'll be missing him .

But its okehh , cause i guess i dont really have a choice neither .

So hope you 2 will understand okehhh ,

Went over to Yiling's place after wenhui fetched me back .

Hmm , lets say , Jiaxin & Jeramy went to her place .

Lol . & I'm like there too .

Alot things happen -.-

I suddenly became super hungry , i also dunno why .

LOL , they went to 7-11 to buy snacks & cup noodles .

Yiling helped my buy 1 too :D

Thanksthanks , love you :D

LOL LOL LOL

When they went , I fell asleep .

Woohoo , shiok :x

Lol , then that Yiling wake me up like !@#$% man .

Hmms , ate my noodles .

& then fell asleep again .

Jeremy tried to wake me up by using the flash light .

Which is like super irritating .

But nothing seems to work on me :p

HAHAHA , LOSER :x

After Yiling's mum woke up ,

I went inside to sleep , wha , damn tired man .

Super shagggg .

Hmm , I dreamt about some weird dream ah .

Kinda scary though .

God damnit .

Havent dreamt for a long time eh :x

Fuck care ah :/

Yiling woke me up after that .

Then she told me we have to leave bfore her

Dad wakes up , so we were like , okeh , anything .

Lol . went home with Jiaxin & Jeremy .

The woodlands side :D

Slept inside the bus , jokes :/

Then just nice reach woodlands inter I woke up .

Haha , safe :x

Straight away took a 912 home .

Based myself & went to sleep .

Ahhh , shiok :x LOL .

& woke up at 3.30 pm

got spammed by some ass .

can't fall asleep anymore ):

& my throat hurts alottt !

Dunno why suddenly so pain sia ):

Shagshag lahhhh D:

Nevermind , shall go try find a solution to cure it .

LOL , hmms , Anyway ,

I'M GOING ZOUK LATERRRRR !

I'M SELLING TICKETS !!! :D

woohoo , hope sales are good today :/

& hopefully I dont get bounced out :x

LOL , meeting Wenhui gor later .

He's fetching me there eh .

Thanksthanks ! :D

I hate this part right here .

2008-12-20T17:44:00.000-08:00

I hate this part right here , I hate this part right now .

Good morning , Yiling is still sleeping !

She's much more pig than me man , omg .

I didnt go for Sunday mass bcause of her .

Shit man -.-

Currently no cig , can't jome .

Shagg man , today's sunday .

Leon's parents are visiting him today .

I didnt manage to pass the letter to him .

Maybe tmr or something or next time .

ZOUK is tommorrow !

I'm like deciding weather to go or not :/

Hmm , I'm afraid i get bounced out .

Shit man , later 20 bucks like that fly away .

I already know what to wear for tomorrow .

Just that I need to find fake ID .

Thats like super irritating for goodness sake .

Anyway , I'm so out of everything .

I ain't gonna find anymore .

I'm just gonna wait .

Boredom makes me behave weirdly .

I also dunno why :/

Err , Good news or bad news .

I really dunno , those 2 girls beside my are like

attached now , except for me !

I guess i'm the last girl standing eh . LOL

Loner ahhh , nvm , its okehh .

Used to it alrdy :p

You 2 girls just last long alrights .

stop looking at hot guys !

Now only i can look at hot guys already .

Don't drool ah ;p

LOL !!!

Irrisistable temptation ,

hahaha , their all reserved for me :p

You 2 have your BF alrdy .

Dumbdumb ALPHA , stop trying to hint me :x

Hmms , basically , he's just jealous about the pictures .

Stupid AKZH ! (L)

Oh yaaaaaa !

Today is JESS birthday :D

Happy Birthday JESS !

hope you enjoy every moment of your 17 years old life .

Cheers & Takecares (((:

thinking about Alpha , i kinda miss him though :/

Can say , during the 17days away from home ,

I've spent like my everyday(s) with him .

its kinda unbearable to part at first .

But now , you see the difference ?

I miss the times where we played True or Dare

with Sebas , Dickson , Ariel , Yiling .

Those pictures Yiling snap secretly , kinda sweet though :x

Never mind , i just hope he'll stay close & not go .

Someone had just offer to fetch me to ZOUK & home ,

if i'm going ZOUK tommorrow .

Thats like uber sweet of him ehs .

Lols , but seriously , i really dunno if i should go ah .

Maybe ? Maybe not ?

Somebody , please tell me weather i should go not .

Damn it !

From the bottom of my heart ,

I miss , A

(L)(L)(L)

DETAILS OUT ! :D

2008-12-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

Heyhey all ,

details is all out now yo :D

for the upcoming event on the 24th DEC .

24th Dec 08
CRISTMAS @ ACTION THEATRE
9pm till 4am
mix age
With Alcoholic drinks!!! :D

This very special night stakes its claim as it takes you away from “normal” parties that seem to get way too boring, and brings you something closer to heart, CHRISTMAS.
Here, specially planned to celebrate Christmas with you,snow would be flowing from all over right up to you!Snow?Yes snow! Plus, with creative Christmas tunes remixed by DJ Santa.dance anthems & great familiar tunes with the Xmas spirit will flood the dancefloor with you, along with a perfect crowd Celebrate Christmas in style, with antics that leave you coming back for more!

From the candy canes to the snow to Santa and to his lustrous lady elves, and much much more

of course everything’s perfect with YOU! Don’t go unnoticed; make yourself the candy of the party! Or better yet, make yourself somebody’s perfect Christmas gift.
Forget about squeezing and spending christmas along the road with the sticky and sweaty crowd at town, Action Theatre is just a stone's throw away from town, and everyone’s waiting for you to GET THE PARTY STARTED BABY!

Come 24th December; embrace yourself with the joy and fun at Kristmas! @ Action Theatre! Come spend a night fun-filled with special gifts and surprises brought to you by none other than Santa Claus ! :D

P.S / Can I get a Picture of You so that I can show Santa what I want for Christmas ? :D
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FOR TICKETS RESERVATIONS AND/OR
INTERESTED IN TICKET DISTRIBUTORS.
CONTACT:
TANYA KICKS ASSES / CLEOMINE
CLEOMINE_5@HOTMAIL.COM
9851 8849 :D

Tagged by Yiling .

2008-12-18T22:13:00.000-08:00

she copy only ;p stupid yilinggggggggg !

Tagged by Yiling ! (L)

Rules and regulations ;

Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself .

People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rule clearly .

At the end , you need to choose 10 names to be tagged and list their names .

--1 I wanna be rich yo .

--2 I want a LV wallet!

--3 More ticket sales for club events .

--4 A super SWEET 16 birthday please (L) .

--5 Fall in love , baby . (L)

--6 Obviously , grow taller baby .

--7 Hello , HIM to miss me .

--8 Me myself find a lovely boyfee & last it long (L) .

--9 Of course , not forgetting , dearest Yiling to last with her TYSON (:

--10 miss independant please .

10 people to do this;

--i'm

--a very

--kind

--super

--and

--thoughtful

--person

--therefore ,

--this is for

--anyone who wants to do it :D

Drop it like its HOT .

2008-12-18T21:56:00.000-08:00

I got a pocketful of sunshine just for you .

I'm currently spending my day with Yiling at my house :D
Hmm , we're currently watching 愛上千金美眉 :D its a really nice taiwanese drama yo :D
Hmms , finished watching the last episode in 2 days :D
Anyway , i aint selling for 22nd DEC anymore , the rebate and everything sucks yo .
25 ppl is to 1 guestlist , like dog sia . nevermind , forget abt it . i aint selling , but i'll be kind , i'll push all my buyers to Reign , DADDY BOSS :D
muahahhas , thats for being so nice to me all this while . giving me guestlist and all , lovesloves ohhhhhh ;p

hahahas , alrights then , hmms , maybe going rounding tonight ?
aint sure about that , have to comfirm with wenhui first .
hmms , damn shag man , can't meet Bryan the hotstuff today , cause his mama is like back home , and he havent been a good boy this few days ;p lol , he's being punished by his mama ;x
lol , no la , he just have to do the housework and all . nevermind , maybe tmr yeahs ?
haaaaa , i miss hotstuff yo ;p

(L)(L)(L) - B

alrights then , hmms , i think i'll still be selling la , i also dunno ah , nb , super confused . :x LOL LOL LOL .
forget abt it , i shall go find things to do and then entertain myself . shall blog later or something ,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

(L)

22 nd DEC . ZOUK

2008-12-18T04:44:00.000-08:00

Cleomine & Eddie

My cookiemonsterrr (!!!)

Cleomine & Gordon

He's that spastic chestnut yo !

Cleomine & Wisely !

He's my Cinderellaaaa yo ! :D

Nightlife / Clubbing is my new lifeeee :D

Enjoying every moment of my single life yo .

Single & standing ,

aint gonna fall at all yo .

sorry i havent been like updating my blog .

i know , super dead .

but you must think for me .

i'm super busyyyyyyyy !

I'm miss busy for christ sake yo ;p

LOL , anyway , the upcoming party .

Is 22nd @ ZOUK yo .

more infos coming up sooooooon ! :D

Anyway , Yiling came over to my place to stay over.

so sweet of her ehs :D

Love her lots man !

but i know , she love her tyson more D:

LOL , its ok , i very understanding one yo ;p

anyway , i met up with some hot stuff today ,

Jeremy ooi 's friend :D

Woohoo , dragonboat guys , waterpolo guys .

like super hot can ?!

those tantan skin , and of course , beachboy looks :D

He's name is bryan :D

hah , met up with him for like a while & all .

then went off alrdy .

hmms , he's going on ZOUK :D

on Zouk i seriously need alot alot of buyers .

i wanna chiong my sales alrdy .

for christ sake i better get 30 plus buyers ,

or else i'm gonna be in deeeeeep shitttttt D:

God, damnit :x

Hmmms , i'm gonna log off and go accompany yiling

in my room alrdyyyyyy ! :D

Woohoo , its the 2nd night she's staying anyway .

Golly gosh , i'm gonna go shopping soon ! :D

For ZOUK of course :D

PLSPLS , you wanna reserved tickets .

dail my hotline !

9851 8849 ! thankyou very much :D

Goodnights all :D

I should never be selfish .

2008-11-18T20:02:00.000-08:00

Loving you was easy, losing you was hard.

Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine,

is the hardest of it all.

Sorry I didnt like update for like days .

Due to my business .

I apologise .

Yesterday was a sad day for me .

I dont wanna elaborate it out .

Its somehow about me & someone .

A mess , a quarrell & obviously .

Lost of trust ?

I really don't know .

All i know is , theres an event on the 20th Nov .

Which is like tmr !

5pm till 12am .

The theme of it is :

BE MY CINDERELLA @ ATTICA .

20th November

** 5pm - 12 midnight **

BE MY CINDERELLA @ Attica
Couldn't go to parties that started late and ended early?

Now we're going against the gravity;

Party from the sunset stretching into the mystical night!
Feel expensive as you step foot into the place,

'cos you realise behind its stone facade, is a stunning,

extravagant interior, sure to surprise you.

It's so INCREDIBLE,

'cos we're having both RnB and hardstyle rolled into one!

Guys,enjoy the Attica all to themselves!

What are you capable of?

It's time to SHOW OFF.

Girls, conquer Attica and let your souls out,

Immerse yourself in the music,

Just follow the beats!

Be sooner a slave to this overwhelming atmosphere..
Everyone is waiting for you to get the party started,

Why the hesitation!?

IT'S NEAR PERFECT ALREADY.

THIS is the party just for you~

Please note that tickets are LIMITED !

Presales @ $16 only .

Doorsales @ $20 !

Therefore , quickly book your tickets from me !

Can't afford to miss this party ! :D

For tickets reservations ;

cleomine_5@hotmail.com / 9851 8849

I guess I've learnt my mistakes .

I should never be selfish .

When theres a chance ,

i should have grab it & then stay with it

with the rest of my life & treasure the last chance i have .

Sighh , but i guess , its all too late cause all that

i can ever do now is just regret & nothing else .

Regret not treasuring the chance ,

Regret not caring about it .

Seriously , I've regretted everything .

I'm sorry I've hurt you so badly .

I guess you were never meant to be mine from the start ?

Sighhh , it would be a miracle if you'd fall for me again .

Cause i dont believe in miracles .

Sighhhhs , its over , everything is .

I'm hopeless .

Neither you nor I .

2008-11-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

Neither You nor I !

Camwhored before going out :D
Was kind of in a taking photo mood :x

Took MRT to meet Reign ; Daddyboss
@ Jurong east platform , 1st cabin .
Waited for him like , damn long .
Met him & took train to City Hall .
We're on our way to Suntec !
Reached & then waited for Ruth .
Ruth came & we walked to raffles link there the
7-Eleven , waited for Silvien & her Boyfriend .
They arrived & we 5 walked to suntec .
Waited for Kai , Joseph , Jess , Elysia , Gordan ,
Sufen , Zerbel & Raymond .
Elysia called me " Miss Bangs "
Jokes mannnnnnn -.-
Then Gordan was saying whenever he look
at my BANGS he'll feel like laughing .
I seriously dont knw whyyyyyyyy -.-
Then Reign & Kai said I look like tweety bird .
Wtfuxzxzxzxz man !
Joseph & I didnt talk like we used to :/
Dunno why , somehow something like this happened .
They went to play Outrun ,
look at the way they play & walked here walked there .
Kiefer came , Randall came with Charmaine .
We like went to parklane to fetch Wisely .
Was somehow stucked inside Suntec ,
as theres like no way out ! D:
We came out from the pub & then the bouncer sought
of made a lot of noise .
Therefore those who havent came out ,
have to take the long way out .
Like from the carpark all the way to the taxi stand .
Elysia , Kiefer & Ruth went to starbucks
& bought their coffeeee .
Sufen was like making fun of Reign ,
Saying " fatty fatty bom bom , today cannot go home ! "
Omg , was seriously funnyy !
those who were stucked finally manage to find
thier way out & yessa , we can go somewhere else alrdy .
But thats when my stupid nose suddenly
hurts alot , it felt like as if my nose is gonna bleed anytime.
& then i felt like vomitting .
We took a cab there , 4 person share one cab .
Kai , Reign , Joseph & Me .
The uncle was afraid i might puke in his cab,
he asked if i need a plastic bag .
but i guess i was fine so i didnt need any .
Cabbed to Parklane .
Kai & Reign played Outrun again .
I just sat down there at look at them play .
after playing , went to fetch Wisely.
Wisely came ande then the others came too .
We crossed the road and then went to
some eatery i think , steam boat de .
Hmms , I didnt ate anything .
I just bought a can of green tea , hoping the green tea
could somehow make me feel better (:
Kiefer was talking crap all the way ,
trying his best to entertain all of us .
& then they were somehow talking about me during the
club , like i wore a red dress and all .
Bloody hell , stupid randell .
Elysia was emo-ing , he claims that he was thinking
of something , then Joseph was talking to Randell .
Charmaine playing with Randell's phone ,
Wisely busy sms-ing .
Me , i was just joining into the crap we Kiefer ,
Joseph & Randell were talking abt :x
After all fo them ate finish ,
we went out , somehow ready for Shesha
or whatever , dunno how to spell :x
Went to red antz i think .
The drinks is like so ex & all .
Jokes man , & the man drove us away .
Bloody hell , what kind of service is that ?!
They were talking abt going to HAJI LANE .
As it is cheaper . but too bad , i dont feel like
going there , &i feel super sickkkkkkkk !
I swear D:

Took night riders with Reign & wisely .
Wisely's bus came first , then mine ,
& i believe i took the wrong "N"
I was supposed to take 3N ,
but i guess i took 8N instead ! D:
Bloody hell , felt so lost in the middle of the night .
Whatmore , when i went inside the bus ,
the bus fare was supposed to be like 3 bucks ?
But then the uncle say the price has increased .
Jokes over , its 4 bucks now .
& I only got exactly 3 bucks ,
the other money are like all 10 bucks .
Seriously like , die laaaaaaaaaa .
Then went to exchange coins with this lady
who's seating infront .
She gave me exactly 10 bucks of coins !
OMG ! can you imagine how ridiculous that can be ?!
Forget abt it , was like a fool man ):
I was lost , & I alighted at the bus stop before
butkit batok polyclinic .
Was super quiet , I finally managed to flag a cab .
to Petir LRT , went to wenjie's house & ton .
Midnight charge !
I didnt wanna waste so much money on transport .
therefore i askede the uncle roughly how much .
he said very near only , very cheap , around 5 bucks
then i was like ok lor .
In the end it cost me 9 bucks ,
but the unbcle like drove at the speed of 140 !
Imagine how fast is that , & i almost crashed into a white
7 seater car man ! stupid uncle , dunno rushing for what .
I finally reached , gave 9 bucks to uncle
& then i saw Wenjie .
Walked to his house & then finally ,
able to rest myself .
Sweet , it was his birthday yesterday :/
Therefore , i'm here to announce it :D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ,
WEN JIE (!!!)
really hope you will enjoy every moment
of your 17 years old life (:
Takecares ! :D

TODAY (!)
Woke up & then had lunch & Wenjie had to go ESCAPE .
therefore , i took cab straight to Bedok ,
I went to find Johnamin (:
Cost me 19 bucks , fuck (!!!)
& then we waited for bus 23 ,
Take to AMK to find his friend .
Niceeeeeeeee -.-
I swear Iwas like damn bored while we were
waiting for Lantern to come ,
Waited for him like 40 minutes !
Niceeeeee , he went into CHEERS & took a pokeyy .
Wth , super budget :x
Jokes man , Johnamin & I pretended with didnt knw
him at all , after that we waited for Lantern's friend .
She came to pass him 20 bucks .
Niceeeeeeeeeeeee -.-
Small white face ! (in chinese)
Then they wanted to go to bugis already .
But I felt damn weak out of a sudden ,
I took MRT home first ,
Johnamin & Lantern accompanied me to the MRT station .
Finally reached home , text-ed Johnamin like he
asked me to & then bathed & went straight to SLEEP !
Finallyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
I can sleep yo ! :D
Woke up & have dinner ,
& I took my temperature ,
its like , jokes la , 38.8 degrees .
Hello , i'm gonna faint !
my whole body now is like damn numb .
Seriously SICK !
Fever , headache , flu , cough .
Maybe I need a doctor ?
Nah , dont think so .
Sighhh , I think i should end my post here then .
I wanna go sleep alredy , I swear I'm like damn shagg now !
Goodnights all .

XOXO (!!!)

Pictures of YOU & ME

2008-11-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

Goodbye to long fringeee , & say hello to BANGS .

Only picture taken with Sean Boyboy on his 15th Birthday .

EXAMS OVER @ GOTHAM PENT HOUSE

2008-11-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

& Thats where he caught my eyes .

Yesterday was the event ,

Everyone was busy , especially Kai & Reign .

Sold a total of 21 tickets .

I'm glad I still managed to keep my sales rate there .

Hmms , its my 2nd time selling ,

& its my 2nd time clubbing .

I swear its really addictive & fun .

I jsut felt like going again & again .

Pretty babes & Hot guys ,

are gathered altogether .

Jealousy & Envy-ing all around .

Fights & Quarrells occurs .

Misunderstandings & Mistakes arises .

More & more Crowd coming ,

the club is packed & its getting hot in there .

Really enjoyed myself there .

Especially with Amelia's company .

Danced like we've never dance before .

Really damn cool .

Before I went in i was like damn stressed

with everything , as Rayhan got bounced out .

Dumb enough :/

Sorry to drag Fadzley down ):

I hope the next event , my sales will go up !

& Of course , more crowd ! :D

After clubbing went to BK EATING HOUSE .

I didnt had the appetite to eat .

therefore I just slack there , drink soft drinks .

Ruth , Pei Qin , Reign , Zerbel , Raymond , Randall , Fadzely & Me .

Waiting for Kai to talk finish to some guy i think Kelvin or Kevin .

Hmms , He managed to end the conversation at like

8am plusplus ? Like nice , damn long .

Shared cab with Randall & Jeremy .

I was the last to reach home .

It was 9 am plus & I finally reach home.

Went home , bathed & everything .

Layed on my bed & slept like a dead log .

Woke up at 5pm plus .
Used the com , until now .

Friendster is like under mantainence man .

Bloody hell . Damn bored !

Its a few more hours to Wen Jie's Birthday yo .

Actually got plan de , but I can't ton anymroe .

I've been tonning for 6 days in this week ,

which is like , jokes over :/

No plans for tommorrow .

Or rather , too much plans , dunno which

plan should i stick to . You know , damn hard to choose .

Shall decide tommorrow bahs .

Benedict gave me some advices , kinda

think it makes alot of senses .

Maybe , Maybe not ?

Cleomine's no longer the cleomine she used to be .

She's change , change drastically .

She's totally lost & you can never find her again ,

unless , that someone special is there to make

everything right for her again .

But she doesnt cares now , cause she believes ,

Everyone just comes & go like usual .

She's so used to it , everything .

Its over .

Slits = LEON

2008-09-23T03:57:00.000-07:00

Those slits , I wanna make a scar out of it .
So I could remember you forever whenever I look at those scars .
The scars spells your name -; LEON
Thats the only way to make me feel better .
I'm sorryyy . I love you too much .
I'm waiting for your call , I'm waiting for your reply .
I really hope you wont go in boys home .
You've been locked up since yesterday .
I can't stop missing you .
Really can't . Really hard .
The whole day , no mood .
Seriously no mood . Nothing but just tears .
It just keeps falling from my eyes .
I can't seem to stop it at all .
Because of you , I'm falling apart .
I need you . I really do .
Stay close , don't go .
I really can't control my emotions anymore .
I feel like dying alreadyyy .
I dont mind waiting if I really need to .
For the sake of you .
1 month , 2 months , 3 months .
I dont mind .
But please , not 1 - 3years ,
I really can't wait that long .
Sighhh , I'm sorry Hubbeh .

I wanna thank those people who tried to cheer me up
today of course , I'm sorry but i still failed to .
Sighhh , its been a long time since I acted like this .
I'm sorry ...
Perhaps , I need time on my own .
I need a break .

At least a reply please .

2008-09-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

I swear its true that I love You .

I've been a good girl today ,

doing my homeworks & all .

Social studies , english .

Alrights , lets skip the school part .

I'm feeling fcuking down now .

Seriously , fcuking down .

Its like no one understands how I'm feeling now .

Sighhh , All the nonsense in my mind .

Running around & all .

Feel like seeing blood .

Coming out from my wrist of course .

Feel like feeling that pain rather than feeling

the pain inside my heart .

Seriously , everythings fucking wrong today .

I swear .

All i wanted was to love him properly

& last .

I gave him as much love as I could

shower him with .

But now , I seriously dunno if I'm able too

shower my love on him anymore .

I dunno if i have to wait .

I'm really afraid he'll breech , again .

Must everything be this way ?

Seriously , i dunno .

It seems like i cant love someone at all .

I dont wanna feel the feeling of being love

and loving someone just for a time being .

I wan it to be a forever thing ,

but i dont think God wants me to , at all .

I'm like suffering , alot .

Breaking down , again & again .

I just recieved a call from Hubbeh ,

& his at Jurong Police station .

Lock up or what , i seriously dont knw anymore .

I dont wan him to go Boys Home again .

Its like another few more weeks for him

to become a free man .

Sighhh , I'm shagged .

Really shagged , how I wish all this nonsense

would all stop now .

Please , I still want to be loved & love .

Sighhh , seriously , I dont wanna give up .

Hubbeh , PLEASE , i really hope nothing

happens to you . Sighhhs .

Mood totally spoilt .

360 Degrees swing alreadyyy .

Seriously , dont try to cheer me up .

Neither entertain me .

Tmr , just leave me alone .

Thanks alot .

_l_ Everything eh .

NBPCB .

Almost expell , Again .

2008-09-18T06:15:00.001-07:00

Hubbehh & Wifeyyyy (!)

You're the beat of my heart .

Seriously jokes over ,

I almost got out of school again D:

Boohoo , just because i skipped Geo class.

Seriously , Mrs steven is lame .

I hate her manzxzx .

She like , seriously spoilt my day .

I swear ?

I went to art room during Geo .

I wanna drop Geo , but can't .

Shit manzxzxz .

Bobian , have to follow every single

school rule that the doggy school is giving .

Hahs , seriously , jokes over .

Taufiq gave me another chance .

Cause i think i really wanna stay in school yo .

School is a place where theres life :x

Stayed back in school ,

Self studied :D

I'm like super guai can ;p

With Eugene , odell , sebas , maverick & natasha .

Ohwell , sorry , i didnt study actually :x

Oops .

Just went there to slackkkk .

Went to find Hubbeh

at pe unit there with maverick .

Slacked ahwileeeee .

Kiss goodbye & went back to library .

Chit-chatted & joke-d .

Thier like damn funny i swear :x

They tried on my cardigen .

Damn sassy manzxzx !

LOL ! super tight fit .

then the figure all so sexyyyyyyyy .

Recieved a phone call from Hubbeh ,

he say can meet him at field alreadyy .

So went to find him at the field .

Saw taufiq & he asked me to takecare :D

Went down & saw Hubbeh , dom , jochim & yaozu .

Jochim was wearing his GUCCI sunglasses.

Trying act cool (!)

But seriously , he looked damn cool & cuteee :D

Hahs ! SIAO ! :x

went to slacked with yaozu / baobao for awhile .

We chit-chatted .

Heard Albert is going in to BOYS TOWN .

That guailan kia , omg !

Seriously , hope he goes in and becomes a doggy :x

Think he got mother win alrdyyy .

NEH _l_

Hubbeh stopped playing soccer for while

& came to say byebye to me & gimme

another kisssssss :D

LOVESLOVES :x

Dad was waiting fer me at the carpark :x

He fetched me to CJ there .

Change to a new phoneeee .

Like finallyyyy , but i think its gonna

spoil soon anyway :x

LOUSY means LOUSY :x

Bias against SAMSUNG liao :x

Gave me a super bad impression .

HRMPH ! D:<

LOUSY ( !!! )

Went home & had dinner .

After dinner decided to go swimming !

Went to swim & after 10 laps ,

legggg crampppp .

Then I bobian , at the opposite there .

Dad was waiting for me there .

Then i hop-ed water instead .

Like damn retarded i swear :x

Everytime I kicked in the watter ,

my leg muscle pull . cannot tahan the pain .

So bobian , hop water liao lor :x

Seriously Dad was laughing at me ,

I made a fool out of myself D:

Sadded !

Went home after I did some jumps .

Had a long bathhhh .

shiokshiokzxzx !

Base-ed myself after that .

Reached home , I thought Hubbehh died on me again .

Was like , jokesover .

But he said he didnt died on me ,

The stuff was talking to him actully .

Fine then , mistooken him :x

So sorry ohhhhs :x

& Now , here I am , feeling serioiusly bored.

The radio's playing , so is my ringtone .

& Gosh , its playing fall for you anyway :D
Just drank honey water .

I hopelessly waiting for my voice to come back .

I seriously miss my voice ! D:

When my voice comes back ,

gonna go KTV with Jochim , Hubbeh & Dom.

Like we promised ! :D

It'll be like damn cool I swear :D

Muah-ahs ! ((((:

Alrights !

Shall blogged till here ohhhhh :D

Byeeeeees !

Tommorrow's MAMA's birthday anyway.

I shall try to find ROSES or FLOWERS !

First time in my 15 years ,

I shall give her a stalk or flower (:

Happy Birthday In advance , MUMMY.

Thanks fer everything (!!!)

iloveyou mummy ! :D

Baby , thanks fer the memories .

thanks fer the wishes .

thanks fer everything .

Go out someday yeah ? {:

Misses*

150908 - 0455pm

2008-09-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

Perfect :D

Today is that fine dayyyyy :D

150908 ; 0455 pm

Its just me & him ! :D

L is loved - ♥

I ♥

LEON

Lovesloves :D

muchsmuchs ! :D

Lalalalas .

Gonna make a shirt with future & all .

Those damn cool ones :D

Hahs ! :D

2008-09-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

& I'm Leon's star :D

Went to beauty world to play pool :D

With my ganssssssssssssss :D

Thier like damn cool lahhhs , hahs .

got my results , all fail .

seriously , i need to study .

i cant retain .

i really can't . sighhs .

Leon got no home leave ):

sighhhhh , sad-ed .

tmr going play pool again (:

Byeeeeeeee - s .

Shitheads .

2008-09-09T01:17:00.001-07:00

Try being me & you'll understand the pain .

Slowly , I'm opening my heart for you .

Perhaps I should just forget about everything .

& Try a new love , a new life ?

You've been waiting for about a month ,

& Donovan was surprised you're willing to wait .

& Because you're willing to wait for the first time ,

I'm touched .

Many things you did touched my heart .

Not only one time , many times indeed .

Even your sweet talks melts my heart .

The day you caught into a fight ,

watery eyes & all , I gotta admit ,

I was seriously worried for you .

Dont wanna see you hurt or anything .

Thanks for keeping me your promises .

You didnt broke any of them at all (:

Perhaps this is why I trust you so much ?

I promised you the day i'm ready ,

i'll let you know .

& I promise you , that one fine day is coming .

As long as you're willing to wait .

38 more days & you're free .

Loveeeeeees , come out soon .

I believe its because of you ,

I'm no longer the mountain tortoise i used to be .

Laughter & love

is what you've showered me with .

Pampering me like a lil baby .

Thanksthanks x3

Leon , Thanks for everything .

Sorry I have to be a heartbreaker :/

Baobao's doing well in boystown .

Miss him lahhhhh :/

Alrights , i'm like super bored .

HAHS .

Looking forward to Friday ohs .

Outing :D

BENEDICT ERZI x/3 }

2008-09-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

Benedict Erzi , Please get well .

Sighhhs , I dont wanna lose someone close to me.

Someone like you especially , Promise me,

You'll hang on boy .

Mummy will always be there for you .

Hold on & Jia you okehh .

Don't leave us all now .

I seriously can't bear to let you go .

I miss your craps & nonsense .

The last time I hugged you ,

The last time you guailan me ,

The last time you smoked with me ,

The last time you asked me those stupid questions,

The last picture I took with you ,

Was 20th August .

I dont want all this to end now .

ERZI , keep on fighting alrights .

You must continue to live , Don't leave us all here now.

Missing you .

Sighhhs , I wish god would bless him .

Somehow please let him continue living .

& not leave us all at the age of 13 .

Sighhhs , please , stay close, dont go .

Leon & I went to visit Benedict ERZI yesterday .

At NUH , ICU , Ward 20 .

All his relatives were there .

We bought a Get well soon card &

a sun wearing sunglasses balloon .

Sighhhs , I swear , I rushed up ward 20 .

It was like i couldnt stop the speed i was moving at.

All that was in my mind was just to let

me see him , quickly , soon , NOW .

Sighs , Went in ward 20 .

Saw his father talking to the doctor .

Leon & I washed our hands ,

& Saw Benedict , omg ,

The moment I saw him ,

My heart tore into pieces .

Everythings changed .

The look on him was really sad .

It really breaks my heart seeing someone

close to me become like this .

I almost broke down ,

My heart aches , I dont wanna see this

situation happen at all .

How can a lovable, vivacious & cute boy

become like this , sighhh .

If only he didnt do so much nonsense

and lived life properly ,

I guess , nothing of this sort would

even happen to him . Sighs .

BENEDICT ERZI ,

PROMISE MUMMY ,

You'll keep holding on !

& Dont ever let go & Get well soon !

I wanna see you soon !

MUMMY misses you very much !

Sighhhs .

Thanks Dominic Qing Ai De for praying for him .

People out there , please pray for Benedict .

He's suffering from a Heart Bypass .

A virus attacked his heart .

His kidney stopped function-ing ,

He is currently in Coma ,

Lets all pray that he'll wake up soon .

The sooner the better .

& Those who know him ,

Please go visit him .

Or send him some regards .

IMY , ERZI .

Choke meeeeeee }

2008-08-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

& THATS REIGN DANCING :D

He dance damn niceeeee lahhhh .

Goodness gracious :x

Saw my MSN nick ?

He ask me to change de :x

Was actually supposed to be just .

' ★ ; CCZSM } ; Its either you or himm ?

Then become ;

' ★ ; CCZSM } ; Its either you or himm ? Actually , its REIGN {:

Totally jokesover man :x

Maybe tmr going out with him ?

HAHS! I dunno , was supposed to like go

Bukit Batok swimming complex to chill out with him.

But was like , kinda too late yeahs ?

Hahs , some other day bahhhs :D

Ohwell , maybe , i shall see you tmr ? :D

I kept givin REIGN the hamburger face :x

You know , this face ; -.-

Its already a habbit for me manzxzx .

& I have to like keep apologising for giving

him that hamburger faceee :x

Muahahahas ! :x

Anyway ,

Sorry REIGN , can't go clubbing with you D:

Some other time alright ?

I promise okehhhh ? (:

HEEEES , School was alright today .

Ohwell , lets say , I skipped ALL the lessons today.

I swear , today's timetable really suckstothemax.

Whole day I was rotting with Dominic .

My gan - knnb / Very nan ting right ?

Where got this type of gan de siol .

Jokes over manzxzxz .

Sighhh , NO CCA !

Last week of CCA is today , super jokes over.

Delievered 4 Ice creams to Boys Town :D

1 for me , 1 for Leon & 2 for Dominic .

1 more was actually for Jochim man .

Dominic too stingy , bobian :x

Jokesjokes .

Dominic is a great person to talk to .

I seriously dunno whats with Donovan :x

Sighhhs , Totally shagged man .

Dunno how to cheer him up , Seriously .

Everythings like , really complicating now .

SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHS !

I should probably Forget about everything ,

shall just stop caring about everything .

Sighhh , nevermind .

Erm , lets say .

Today Jiahao gorgor came back to sch .

Didnt really knw why too :x

Lols , he kept taking pictures & all .

Damn funny man :x

After everything ,

went home with AIREN :D

& here I am now , super bored .

& Thanks REIGN for entertaining me .

Thats why i didnt felt so bored by a lil bit only :x

Ooops . LOLS .

Thanks fer the XOXO thing anyway :x

:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

I need you }

2008-08-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

I need you .
I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothin'
With all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to lovin' you
You're my only
reason, you're my only truth
[chorus]
I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I
need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that
carries me through
I need you
Oh
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again, oh yeah
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so
amazin' cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
Cause
you've brought me too far
[chorus]
I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I
need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that
carries me through
I need you
Oh, yes I do, oh
I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like
mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, yeah, that carries
me through
I need you
Oh, yes I do
I need you
oh, oh, oh
I need you,
oh-oh

School was fine today I guess ?
Skipped Chinese , Chemistry & Social Studies .
Be surprise please ,
I did my English homework (:
Wee-u-weets .
Nice one righttttt ? :D

Immagoodgirl alreadyyy.
Thanks to NLJY-; BABYYY,
I became a good girl .
Made base-ing myself a habbit alreadyyy ,
I'm like damn used to base-ing myself now.
Jokes over manzxzx.

Hmms , Went into boystown to find
Leon today , wasn't my idea, I SWEAR
It was Dom's idea okehhh ,
Jokesoverrrrrr

Smoked & all then went home already
I swear Dom is fucking retarded ! :x
Saw DARIUS -; ERZI & then
asked him can accompany me to the bridge there the bus stop
He agreed (:
We chatted & then finally reached :D
Actually long time left alreadyyy.
then suddenly saw CELIA -; AIREN
then waited for her & then boarded the bus togetherr.

Chit-chatted & then she alighted at Marsling
She went to buy her top-up card .
So, I myself, Based myself :DDDDDD
Huat manzxzxzx .
Took 912 & based alreadyyy.
Rotted all the wayyy can ?
Until now then managed to use the com.
Laptop not with me as DADDY havent based .
Sadsadsad ,
hope I could go clubbing on 31stAug.
Waiting fer DADDY's approval D:

But i got feeling, comfirm he wont allow :x
So high chance is , I'm not going D:
SORRY REIGN! D':
Promise you we'll chat on phone someday
& then go dating like what you asked for of course :x
&&& Yaozu , Celia & I ,
we're gettting the GEEKY SPECS :D
GONG TAI GONG CHEEBYEEE :D

LEON & DOM
dedicated alot of Chinese songs to meeee -.-
Thankyou for singing ,
really appreciated :D
But, sorry I don't understand :x

& Of course,
Thanks Germaine for lending me a spare phone :D
Thankyouuuuuu loads ! :D

End here with some sad love quotes bahhs.

Better never to have met you in my dreams
than to wake and reach for your hands that are not there.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue
them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it
as it was at its best than mend it and see the
broken places as long as I lived.

It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.

Last of all .
Love begins with a smile,
grows with a kiss,
and ends with a teardrop.